De"fish"ency

I am going through a serious fishing deficiency. I didn't think it would hit me in such a drastic way. It has been nearly two weeks since I have been on the water and I think about our damn pontoon boat everyday.

When I moved from the Keys I sort of accepted that I wouldn't be able to fish everyday. It was horrible at first but I managed my emotions for 4 long college years. I have lost the ability to control my emotions... I can't hide it anymore... I need to fish, and I will steal a boat if I have to. Anynody with me?